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Why do I pretend not to care?
I wish I could say I truly could careless, that if things were different I would feel no change. I wish God had made a thick skin uniform to cover my tender insides to protect me from this painful journey … Continue reading
This Dreary Evening
Alone in mind and spirit i lie wide awake with daunting thoughts racing through my mind. I reenter these perdicaments of shame and guilt and depression to never allow myself relief of forgetting all of the wrongs i have once … Continue reading
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Tagged Beauty, Change, corrections, Fear, future, God, Happiness, jesus, love, past, sorrow
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Tender and Infected
I find myself craving this life of bless and serenity yet no matter how far I come the past is always finding its way back into my mind. I have so much pain and resentment manifested in my body it … Continue reading
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Tagged anger, Change, depression, Faith, Fear, future, God, hate, Hope, hopeless, past, past repition, preoccurance, repition, sad
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just an artsy fartsy pic of my mother in laws mothers day roses
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Tagged art, Faith, Flowers, future, God, Hope, love, mothers day, nature, past, pretty, roses
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Do you accept his path or must you continue to fight his beautiful will?
I once read something where a couple had been married for like a millions years (not too much of an exaggeration) and someone asked them what their secret was. They’re reply was simply that they did not fall out of … Continue reading
A Bold Boulder Against the World
I close my eyes and this triggers the levees to collapse, flooding my brain and imagination with long suppressed memories and fears, anxieties and pain. This flood come unexpectedly like a tsunami of past experiences and rising from the dead, … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, Change, dependance, Faith, fearfulness, foundation, future, God, Happiness, Hope, jesus, Knowledge, learning, lessons, Life, life-lessons, love, love story, painful, past, reality
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Inner Peace
I have lived with the ultimate concept of if you fear something, you must ignore it, bury it deep inside and it will eventually disintegrate into nothingness and no longer exist. Over time I have learned just how unhealthy these … Continue reading
Carnagie Hall
Only other proof I have, broken finger and all 🙂
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Tagged accompishments, Carnagie Hall, chage, Faith, future, God, Happiness, Hope, love, past, pride
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Carnige Hall
One of the best accomplishments i have ever done in my life, I can proudly play say i have played where the best of the best have played ❤
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Tagged Carnagie Hall, changes, Faith, future, God, Happiness, love, music, orchestra, passion, past, pride, viola
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Once Lost, Never Again
Once Lost, Never Again Darkness. She opened her eyes only to see darkness, in a panic realizing she had once again been asleep smothered under a mountain of blankets and pillows all squished between a stinky rusty old mattress and … Continue reading
Confessions of the Lost but Recently Found 